It’s Nathania’s Engagement Day, I came with Michelle as Debby is having an allergy, she can’t come. I met few of her university friend, I was kinda sad and talk to Michelle too, one of them is actually really cute and unexpectedly different with how I judge her by her look. She wore full makeup, black lacey long-sleeve above knees dress, act rather sloppy. She kept taking a glance on me, perhaps trying to get rid of the awkwardness? Sometimes she is offering me to take the food, I replied friendly. I was about to say the same to her tho, but I was to tremble to do it, and the timing always seems off, which led me failure. Natha is very pretty and slimmer today, Robert is the same too, they seems happy. I was so shocked when the MC is talking to me to give a word or two to the couple, I was shocked and I said “I have never been in their date before” when he ask about how sweet/lovey-dovey they are in their date. All in my table cracks up, but then I was told to give a word for the couple, and I was so confused and shout a bit and after few seconds of silence, I calmed down and give the word of blessing. I kept looking at her but she is busy packing the “gift” and it was kinda sad. When her uni friend does the same, she took glance few times, makes me feel… well.. yeah.. The girl’s BF (I suppose) kept match eye with mine, tho it might be coincidence, i dont like it, idk why it happen.
The event has ended and I met Shendy downstairs, took few pictures and wait for the valley to took my car, theres 4 guys there and Michelle jokingly said to choose one of them, like wth if every guy would fall for me easily, I wont be like this now, hahaha..
I went to tbmo in rungkut then buy some memory card for the cctv and went home after sending Michelle off, right, she also talk about the guy who have crush on her and maybe engagement next year if she does agree, she also talk abt her getting someone interested on her whenever she is on out of town duty. She works too hard btw, Jember and even Samarinda, It must be very tiring.
I went home, tired, and after reading a good fanfic then wash up to go to Galaxy Mall as there is a lucky draw in Timezone, Mum and Dad watch Death Wish which I have watched before with Sis, and I went to wait for the lucky draw.
I see someone cute there, twins, I bet, first time, I was looking on the one with grey shirt, but then he won’t look at me, then the blue one is cute too (well duh, they are twins-_-), I look at him and he caught my eyes, after the lucky draw I went here and there playing games and he is around. Tho nothing happened, (what did I even wish in this age of media).. Well, it’s all good, my parents are done with movie and we ate at the rock, not really good, compared with the first time I ate there, it’s the first for mom tho, we went home, on the way, she mentioned something about dad’s medicine, i said, it doesnt work for me, i didnt feel changes, but she insist otherwise, then one of us hurts (me, idk abt her) she said something that maybe for others is just a nag, but for me it is “distrust”. Well I know Im not that discipline, but hearing the word “you never….” something is hurtful. it should have changed to “you rarely …” something instead. I was so sad and almost lost it while driving, it still hurts.. I kept silent all the night, and play with my phone instead, then goes to sleep, as tomorrow I need to be ready by 7.30 in meeting point.